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In loving memory of Angele
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Happy Valentine's Day!
Today, Valentine's Day, it is exactly 8 years ago that Angele and I got married. We got married twice: in The Netherlands for the...
Casper de Leuw
Feb 143 min read
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1 Year
Today it is exactly 1 year ago that Angele passed away. 1 year of life without her. 1 year of not having my soulmate to talk to, 1 year...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 11, 20243 min read
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A tough day
This week was a tough week. Today is a tough day. Exactly one year ago I had to drag Angele to hospital. She had been in enormous amounts...
Casper de Leuw
May 17, 20242 min read
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"It's always good to have some family pictures"
Exactly one year ago this is what Angele said. Her brother's 25 year wedding anniversary was happening that day and I did not really feel...
Casper de Leuw
Apr 19, 20242 min read
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6 months
Today it is exactly 6 months ago that Angele passed away. 6 months of life without her. 6 months behind us, and a lifetime ahead... It's...
Casper de Leuw
Feb 11, 20242 min read
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2023... what a year.
This is what I said a year ago, after stating 2022 was the worst and best year of my life: "And looking forward: 2023 is going to be an...
Casper de Leuw
Jan 1, 20241 min read
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What made you the happiest this year?
Last week I was at the beach. It was windy, rainy, and I was sitting in a semi-sheltered area getting ready for a meditation before an...
Casper de Leuw
Dec 24, 20232 min read
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3 months
It's been 3 months since Angele passed away. Just over 6 months since I had a proper conversation with her. And I have to admit these...
Casper de Leuw
Nov 11, 20232 min read
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Is tomorrow a school day?
Jessie and Tobias have started their new school adventure last week. And to say it's been a success is an understatement - they are...
Casper de Leuw
Oct 17, 20231 min read
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Face it all alone
This is what 17 grams of Angele's ashes look like. You have to look closely, since it blends in quite well with the white sandy beach of...
Casper de Leuw
Oct 10, 20232 min read
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One month
A month has gone by already since Angele passed away. Time is a weird concept. A good moment to reflect a bit, and to look ahead. Over...
Casper de Leuw
Sep 12, 20233 min read
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A year of firsts, a celebration, and a cremation
Monday was my birthday. Usually I do not really care about my birthday, and to me turning 41 is not necessarily a big deal. It was a...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 30, 20233 min read
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Celebrating Angele’s life - my speech
Celebrating a life, or mourning a death. These are two really different approaches as a response to the same event. Angele passed away,...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 27, 20237 min read
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Live stream confirmed!
Just a few hours left in our final preparations for the celebration. Last push for the final details for a truly memorable celebration of...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 26, 20231 min read
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Celebration of Angele's life - some practicalities
Date: 26 August Time: 15:30 Location: Ä nien l-Għarusa tal-Mosta 1. If you did not register yet, register now! https://www.angelemuscat.co...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 23, 20231 min read
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Today Angele would have turned 35
8 years ago - Mojitos in Cuba Today Angele would have turned 35. She always wanted to do something for her birthday, celebrate it...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 21, 20231 min read
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What about the children?
Today I wanted to share an update on two things regarding children: details on a fundraiser for an education fund for Jessie and Tobias,...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 19, 20232 min read
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UPDATE: Celebration of Angele's life
Register here Update: Location is confirmed to be Ä nien l-Għarusa tal-Mosta. Dress code: colorful smart casual Everyone is welcome,...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 13, 20232 min read
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Angele has left our world
This morning, just before 8, Angele passed away. Peaceful and quiet, surrounded by her family. I wish I never would have to write these...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 11, 20231 min read
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Time flies
I found this quote today: "Time flies faster every year. Time flies whether you're having fun or not, whether you're living your life big...
Casper de Leuw
Aug 3, 20233 min read
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